Miss

This is something that I wrote a couple months ago and I totally thought that I had lost it but I am so glad that I found it on here.  Funny thing is that it is in the last place that I would have ever expected it to be.  I am over joyed that I found it because this felt like it poured out of my soul.  Don’t worry about the time period, just enjoy it and the life it brings.

• "How does one not feel alone- when you’re not around 
  I will miss the soft caress of your dinosaur hands on my Cheek when I wake in the morning
• I will miss your shoulder that was broad just enough for me to perch my chin on as tears would trickle down my face
• I will miss the surprisingly gentle touch placed on my shoulder from behind reminding me you are there
• I will miss looking up at you while laying down and seeing that special glimmer in your eye that was filled with happiness and dreams for our future 
• I will miss looking at you from across the room and secretly wishing for you to look up and be surprised that I would be staring at the someone I have dreamt about for years 
• I will miss being your best friend that helped you concur your fears through countless hours of communication and at the end of it all hearing you speak in that tone of a new found relief and respect for life
• I will miss that beautiful rasp of your voice in the morning as you carefully wake me up even though you knew there was a 90% chance I would be grumpy
• I will miss my breasts being a place of comfort and safety when your were most troubled and or tired in life
• I will miss that smile that was born from confusion but filled with light and wonder undoubtedly caused by something weird I had done and that you accepted
• I will miss the opportunity to get a wif of your sweet smelly chest as i snuggle my face within your warm embrace
• But most importantly I will miss time
• The time to snuggle or hug or kiss or sleep 
• Time that until now was taken for granted
• I will miss time- your time my love”

Wow I can’t believe I thought I had lost this forever :)