This is freaking amazing. I just found this and I am blown away by the creativity. This is something that I wish I still had. I might have thought about doing this a year ago but I have been very…..adult about my life. I am guessing that would be the correct word to describe what suck the life and creative blood in me.
This is definitely one part of me that I would love to have back. I miss it so deeply. I have painted within the last year. Although the last one that I finished looked good and I was very proud of it, it felt forced. I didn’t enjoy as much because of the fact I wasn’t happy with my life and the stress of everything was just way too hard.
New Goal: Find something that makes me happy and is also creative.
One thing that I do have to admit is that while i was dating FORBIDDEN I did realize that I really enjoyed photography. Right now I am saving up for my very first SLR Camera, meaning that you can have a body of a camera but many lenses. I have been reading up on it and I think it is really something that I want to pursue. I like that it gives me an opportunity to depict the world through the way I see it ever day. I feel like lately I have had such a different perspective to life around me. In that there are so many beautiful things that are around us all the time and they go under-appreciated. I love the Earth that I live on and God’s beautiful creations, as well as man’s, and I want to show the beauty that I see in the simplest things that go unseen. I probably won’t be able to afford anything until after summer. I know I’m sad about it too but that is what it is like to have a really crappy paying job haha
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