You
You made me smile
you convinced me you wanted forever
you let it brew and brew
The butterflies in my stomach kept growing in numbers
until one day I had an army
I once fluttered for you
but now
Every time that I see your face the butterflies in my stomach die
Armies don’t die easily
I once fluttered for you, now all I breathe is death.
There are a lot things in this world that are not easy. I personally feel like my life at this point in time is specifically not an easy thing to digest for me. I was ready for my happily ever after and then everything changed and I went from a wonderland to feeling like I wasn't worth anything in this world, I lost my self esteem, and I had hit my brick wall in life. I let someone determine who I was and that is not what I want in this life.
The main part of this blog is to rediscover myself, to have fun, ad especially gain confidence in my potential and to NOT let anyone change who I am.
I want to fill empowered by my own desires to do things and to make my own decisions that don't have a back burner of worry that I have to empress anyone. I wish to feel good about myself and what I'm doing to better myself. Life definitely isn't easy nor has it really ever been for me but I want to get past all this depressed crap and move on. "It isn't the fall, but how you pick yourself up." I seriously believe that real strength is better shown than keeping it to yourself. You can't just feel strong and then when the time comes to stand up for yourself, what your believe in, your life choices, or anything else that makes you feel like YOU and then get walked all over. You have to show that your strong and let other people know that you are doing just fine on your own. That your growing into someone that won't settle for anything less than what you deserve in this life and that you are indeed okay. Although moving on is one of the hardest things to do I'm determined to make the best of my opportunity to just live and be free.
You may be asking yourself what has happened to me. You don't need to know. All that you need to know is that I am SimplyMEnotyou or anyone else for that matter. I believe in myself and that I can make the world a better place for myself and others around me.
So a little bit about me?
The main part of this blog is to rediscover myself, to have fun, ad especially gain confidence in my potential and to NOT let anyone change who I am.
I want to fill empowered by my own desires to do things and to make my own decisions that don't have a back burner of worry that I have to empress anyone. I wish to feel good about myself and what I'm doing to better myself. Life definitely isn't easy nor has it really ever been for me but I want to get past all this depressed crap and move on. "It isn't the fall, but how you pick yourself up." I seriously believe that real strength is better shown than keeping it to yourself. You can't just feel strong and then when the time comes to stand up for yourself, what your believe in, your life choices, or anything else that makes you feel like YOU and then get walked all over. You have to show that your strong and let other people know that you are doing just fine on your own. That your growing into someone that won't settle for anything less than what you deserve in this life and that you are indeed okay. Although moving on is one of the hardest things to do I'm determined to make the best of my opportunity to just live and be free.
You may be asking yourself what has happened to me. You don't need to know. All that you need to know is that I am SimplyMEnotyou or anyone else for that matter. I believe in myself and that I can make the world a better place for myself and others around me.
So a little bit about me?
- I'm a 20 something yr old
- I love my family and friends very dearly
- I am LDS. (Don't know what that means? Feel free to ask :) )
- I love indie music
- I read, paint, and draw. Creativity is a specialty of mine.
- I go to school.
- My favorite color is purple
- I am an Aunty.
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